english time

english set e
10.20 am
papa jam is talking about essence of good writting

now he is decribing how to write an essay that can attract the examinater. okok.i am concentrating in what is he talking.haha. as if.my mom won't be able to visit me this weekend. i don't noe if my dad can visit me, he kinda busy. my mom is also busy with her translation. i ain't complete. sometimes. i think they don't concern about me but but i don't care. i got FRIENDS.haha. but i want they to visit me this weekend. please god.please please.


10.35 am

ok enough. i just told papa jam that i want to go to the toilet but i took my MP3 inside my bag. charge lh. what else. LAB COMP (org bodo mn yg xnak charge) haha. matilh aku kehausan music wktu weekend.haha. by 1.10 i have to send KKS to ckg ridz.ngengs.haha, as an AJK yg brkaliber lah.haha.
arina ikut yah,

20th october 2008

oh world i noe that u are not mean

the people who live on u are mean

but can i say that i am not mean?

the truth is; cannot

why?

my mom said to me once

"u must study well"

"i want u to enjoy urself especially on ur teenager time"

i asked her

"why"

she replied

"because u have one chance in ur life time and don't waste it"

she continued

"get a life"

then, my brother mnyampok

"get a silver award at least once"

me (sigh)

than the story begin; i thinkback. i look at myself in front of the mirror. what is wrong with me? am i growing up to fast? my breast are getting bigger (normal) and i hate it.

i sit on my bed. and my mouth spell this

"h a t e"

then i take a pencil and a piece of paper.

i write on it with capital letter

"TEENAGER or CHILD"

'i really don't want to grow up. i hate to be remind that can't do that, can't do this. every seconds i walk, my mom will told me to walk properly. when we go to HARI RAYA, i just played with my cousin like we always do at PAGI RAYA but but, my mom asked me to stop playing KEJAR-KEJAR.it seems provoking me all this time.

i don't care. i noe she is my mother but i don't want to listen to her.

i want to be who i want to be. and that is enough.'

conversation

pergi raya di bukit antarabangsa
kereta kenari
aku, bobo, ibu
singgah di petronas

ibu hantar sms kat paklong ; on the way ke bukit antarabgsa
paklongku balas ; ok ok noter


aku; ibu ibu. noter tu ape?
ibu; (buat muke) pit, tgk adik kau ni. kesian dia
abg; eh bu, kite kutip kat ne eh?
aku (buat muke)
ibu; ntah lah. ah kat sini kot
wei tmpat jual kereta terpakai.menuju ke traffic lights.
abg; bu bu, bkn kutip kat sini ke? eh eh x, x. hah. sini sini.x. x kat sana hahh.betollah sana
aku; ni dah melebih ni. dah dah cukup cukup. ibu tgk abg. ibuuu
ibu; hmmm
aku; lapar lah
abg; tuh tisu ade kat blkang uh. ambk ah sumbat dlm mulut
ibu; (gelak) nah. pgi bli cachos.
aku; yay. pit beli ah
abg; hmm jap jap. deq , kau tolong byr kat pakcik tue uh
aku; ok ok. ibu! bonuslink!
ibu; dlm handbag
aku; mane?
ibu; cari (smbl kluar pintu)
aku; dah jmpe
yeh smua slesai.
aku; abg!
abg; ape?
aku; nak pakai specs tu pulak
abg; xyah
aku; ibu! tgk abg
ibu; pit bg adeq lah. melalak bdk tu kng.
abg; nah nah
aku; (smbil pakai) whoa. gelap ah malam ni.
abg; bukak specs uh
aku; eh. x x .

lustiness

11.40 pm

my room exactly

sejeq on my table. hell yeah

seriouly.i get bored.in topic 6 about 'kejatuhan melaka' wei. sometimes it popped in my mind, why should i care.haha.biar biar.i truly missed my OLD friends.i opened up my photos in 2006.full of memoirs.then, i found one, me t-qah illya with blackboard as a background and written on it; syg 6a uh.sheesh.smua ada lah.

11.50 pm

again my room

sejeq yg terbengkalai. shit

mom soh packing, dah dah.tggl baju je xgosok.em.tolong gosokkn.haha.never mind lah. oh yea.kek tiramisu dh habis dimkn & i will upload that picture soon.hand-made uh. malicious!ouh man.out out, study. geez. terrorism 

ngeng.kwn :)

ssp life.they said it was a slander.

jay-walking

uh.jalan jalan di mines. boleh lah. mghilngkn bosan. haha. haiya my mom xhabis habis in making her raya cookies. cake tiramisu. pineapple tart.chocolate marie.what else? haha. can't remember.

• get ready. buy some materials in making cookies 
• balik umah. mom basuh baju
• bobo online MYspace jap jap. ape aku kisah
• dad xde. office
• online jap dlm bilik
• mom ajk gi MINES. jln2 buang masa

forgot to introduce myself. sorry.

final exam is totally around the corner.and it was 'great' bcause i am totally unprepared. forget it for a while.raya.raya.raya.raya.rayaaa should enjoy myself but not to forget hold a book in hands.hey.ok ok introduce my self; guys! this scumbag is mrsyq & she just turned up 14 this year on her last birthday on 8th FEB causing summat at SSP. she ends up in 2 Tekun where bewildered mankinds have taken place.bobo, brother of mine. every RAYA we will tranformed as PENGACAU yah. at kampunglh, where else can us make havoc.oh missing cousin2 ku yg gila2 skepala.ok TUTUP cerita. actually, defining her of sumthing dat she's not is kinda excruciating. please mind your thoughts & policies. "yea, i am a fat ugly gait." she beamed as she walked pompously leaving them a permanent disgrace.i am friends' favorite.as if. and yet i am member of chaqnique.